New Toys

There are new toys in my life.  I settled on getting 2 items from Aneros - their original prostate stimulator and the Vice.  I also got a high(er) end dildo modeled after Brent Everett.  As of now, I've used 2 of the 3 items - the original Aneros and the dildo.  The experiences were...  let's just start with the dildo.

The Brent Everett dildo measures 8 inches long and 5 1/2 inches around at the shaft.  It is a substantial dildo for me as a person who rarely bottoms.  It took 20 minutes, a dozen or so hits of poppers, more lube than I care to admit using, and eventually mounting it to the shower wall, in order to get that fucker in.  I was determined, and I achieved success.  Once it was in, and I was sufficiently in orbit from all the poppers, I really enjoyed it.

However...

I should have prepared myself for the after-pain.  My ass was SORE!  And it stayed sore for 4 days!  It hasn't been used since - mostly because when I look at it, my ass is not reacting in an anticipatory way - acting more like the gates of Winterfell just before the Long Night: sealed shut, as tight as possible.  I am going to need more practice... or I will need to get a smaller dildo, in order to work myself up to Mr. Everett.

The original Aneros, however, was a much easier experience.  It gets used, and used often!  I've kept it in when I've been at the club.  I understand why it costs what it costs, and I have no qualms with that.  The only downside I find with it is when I do chose to have it in when I'm out and about, I have to be selective of my wardrobe.  I am a heavy pre-cummer, and when the Aneros is in, my cock is like a faucet!  I am excited to use the Vice.  I worry that the vibration will make the sensations too intense, but if that is my biggest concern, then it was money well spent.

I will get more comfortable with larger things in my ass - preparing for the moment I decide to bottom again.  For now, it will be reserved for home.  But, at least my ass still opens up.