There are new toys in my life. I settled on getting 2 items from Aneros - their original prostate stimulator and the Vice. I also got a high(er) end dildo modeled after Brent Everett. As of now, I've used 2 of the 3 items - the original Aneros and the dildo. The experiences were... let's just start with the dildo.
The Brent Everett dildo measures 8 inches long and 5 1/2 inches around at the shaft. It is a substantial dildo for me as a person who rarely bottoms. It took 20 minutes, a dozen or so hits of poppers, more lube than I care to admit using, and eventually mounting it to the shower wall, in order to get that fucker in. I was determined, and I achieved success. Once it was in, and I was sufficiently in orbit from all the poppers, I really enjoyed it.
However...
I should have prepared myself for the after-pain. My ass was SORE! And it stayed sore for 4 days! It hasn't been used since - mostly because when I look at it, my ass is not reacting in an anticipatory way - acting more like the gates of Winterfell just before the Long Night: sealed shut, as tight as possible. I am going to need more practice... or I will need to get a smaller dildo, in order to work myself up to Mr. Everett.
The original Aneros, however, was a much easier experience. It gets used, and used often! I've kept it in when I've been at the club. I understand why it costs what it costs, and I have no qualms with that. The only downside I find with it is when I do chose to have it in when I'm out and about, I have to be selective of my wardrobe. I am a heavy pre-cummer, and when the Aneros is in, my cock is like a faucet! I am excited to use the Vice. I worry that the vibration will make the sensations too intense, but if that is my biggest concern, then it was money well spent.
I will get more comfortable with larger things in my ass - preparing for the moment I decide to bottom again. For now, it will be reserved for home. But, at least my ass still opens up.
