Toys

Some of my toys

I am not a particularly kinky person.  But, I do have some toys.  Not many, but the ones I do have are pretty good - and I have my eye on a few more.  At the moment, my toys revolve around a collection of Fleshjacks.  I currently have 3, plus some accessories for them - a shower mount, and the Launch.  I enjoy them, and definitely see myself getting a few more.  As for penetrative toys, I only have 1 at the moment - a prostate stimulator which I got for free at a Naughty Bingo charity event.  I used to own a pair of dildos, but one was stolen (a sad story, but there you have it) and the other I just... out-grew. 

My 2nd favorite Fleshjack - modeled after Bel Ami star Kris Evans' asshole

This rant is mostly about my personal apprehension about adding what I perceive to be "too many" toys to my collection.  I admit, many would say my collection is modest.  I have friends who have literal steamer trunks filled with every possible toy imaginable.  A friend who has since passed away had an over-sized gym bag that weighed over 70 pounds filled with dildos.  So, a couple of Fleshjacks and one prostate stimulator is small potatoes.  But, I worry about some internalized line being crossed if I add more.  I don't know why.  If I want more toys, can afford them, and they bring me joy in between and/or during sexual conquests - why not?

I guess, I have been thinking about getting more penetrative toys.  I am a little worried about that.  Not that I am worried my identity as a top is somehow in question - but I don't get to bottom much.  And I do like to bottom on occasion.  And, it would be nice to be... in practice(?) when that time comes along.  And while the prostate stimulator I have is OK, I think I can find something a bit more substantial, and... dare I say... high-end? 

I've been debating about something from Aneros - their Helix and/or Vice massagers.  I've also been thinking about getting a decent dildo - molded from a porn star and made from a material that won't disintegrate when cleaned.

If anyone reading this has suggestions or thoughts, please let me know.


-D-